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Friday, February 24, 2006  

Friday 24 February 2006

i attended the BGR thingy this afternoon; and i told the teacher counsellor and the rest who were there about my complicated life right now. i don't know uh. ppl must have thought negatively towards me for now. sigh.
i felt like i'm just an abandoned girlfriend left on my own to survive. i just don't seem to make the right choice now. could someone out there please help me without discriminating me? i need the way out from my problems.


i AM a very bad influence, aight? oh God, i just realized that i did something really silly. i shouldn't have smoked in front of her. goddamnit, and now she's asking me how to smoke and everything to do with smoking. oh God, what have i just done? stupid me. bloody Suraya Hani.


i was a lil' late for RC just now. who cares? i had my light duty MC from doctor. so, i was practically sleeping thru out the SFA about X-country tomorrow. LOL. it was syiok babeh. heee. :P

i woke up and Sheila told me that Zharif was looking for me. i was given five minutes to the canteen and searched for Zharif, and he was at the central square playing soccer. gee! my hair was messy and i had that just-woke-up face. LOL. we sat at the McDonalds table and talked to each other for a while when the NPCC Sec 4 squad came and had their footdrill right in front of us. gah, that bloody Fucker was there and he saw us! LOL.


and just now, the Fucker SMS-ed me; "i was wondering.are u attached?tell me e truth." till now, i still haven't reply yet. i don't know what i shall reply. an insult or just the truth? i don't know.
uh, gie mati sua dgn die. step mane nyer big fuck tah. lek sua.

missing my Asyiq badly.


oh, tomorrow's Cross Country and i shall sleep early tonight.


sweet dreams!


 

a lie i didn't have to tell 10:55 PM

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