Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting
Sunday, March 19, 2006  

Sunday 19 March 2006

i was really being desperate to get him a birthday present last night. i asked Bro's permission to go out and yes, he allowed me even though it was already almost 9pm.

i still don't understand myself why on earth must i get him a birthday present despite of all the heart-breakening things that he had done to me all this while. why am i so stupid? sigh.

i quickly dressed up and out at around 9pm. i knew what to get for him. that plushy Elmo which he's been longing to have one. he went all green when his sister had one. LOL.

so yeah, i went straight into Kiddy Palace and got him the plushy Elmo. i was thinking about getting him an Elmo pacifier as well, but i think there's no point of me getting him that. right?

i finally reached home at around 10+pm.

and i went out again to meet Zharif and went for riding around Admiralty. only to reach home at 11pm.

sighhh.what the hell is wrong with me now?

afterall, i think, i wasn't actually enjoying my March holidays;
first day of the week, i was hurt by him.
then, i couldn't get over the saddened things.
later, i had some friendship problems with my dearest bestfriend and friends which last for 3 days.
and, i spent most of the time talking on the phone with someone who i'd actually hate.
plus, i still had to go to school for some bloody IPW projects. excluding the tutorials and projects.

sigh. pathetic life i've got here. double sighs.

and i feel like like an abandoned girlfriend again. sigh. i ponder... doesn't he love me?

God knows.


 

a lie i didn't have to tell 11:47 PM

|

Comments: Post a Comment