first of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MOHD FAIZAL B HAMZAH!

and yes, today was supposed to be our First Anniversary. but sigh, no no no.

just now in the evening, i was so desperate to meet him up that i got totally fucked up that he was still on the phone the second time i rang him. i wanted to pass his birthday present right this evening cos i won't be able to pass it to him tomorrow at school. (yes, i was absent today anyways.)

the reasons;

First- my friends would 'scold' me if they find out that i'd actually gave him a birthday present despite of what he had been doing to me all this while. they just wanted me to realise and not to be a stupid dumb girl yg boleh diperbodohkan si Sial tu.

Second- if i brought it to school and pass it to him in school, i'm sure he'll go around and brag that he had an Elmo from Suraya Hani. i don't want his friends to think that i'm still going nuts over him. HELLO?!?! I HAVE A BOYFRIEND ALREADY. ALOT BETTER THAN HIM. LOVE MY SAYANG ASYIQ.

so yeah, i finally went all the way to his block to meet him. we met up for only 5 minutes and i had to go back home already since i still haven't completed my assignments yet. Bro was furious that i went back home late again, at around 10.30pm.

yesterday, i had the bloody appointment at NUH.

i did attend school but was allowed to leave school earlier at 10.30am. i went back home first to rest for awhile and took cab to NUH with Dad and Mom accompanying me.

it was so prosaic sitting at the Waiting Area for a few hours. imagine, my appointment was schduled at 1.30pm. first, i had to go for the Vision Screening Test. then, had to wait for half an hour to see the doctor. the doctor checked my pupils etcetra. she put on some bloody solutions into my eyes and this blue-coloured thingy had to touch my eyes in order to get all the informations. stupid right? then, i was told to wait outside. i was getting all dizzy from the lights and solutions that had entered my eyes. my vision went all blurry and i couldn't see anything. i almost went black out and puke, but didn't.

after an hour waiting, i had to go and see the doctor again. i was told to change my spectacle's lenses. then, i also need to see the neurologist and dermatologist next week. sigh.

what is actually wrong with me that i've got to see these two monkeys specialists? sigh.

so, i managed to obtain two days MC. great. =))

we finally left the building at around 7pm.
see, from 1.30pm to 7pm. how long did it take! Gosh!

then we went to Causeway Point for shopping.

i was actually missing him then. bloody hell. shouldn't have missed him actually y'know.

anyways, this is the Elmo. LOL!

cute, isn't it? LOL.

hmph! i wish i have one for my own self. hehe. =P