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Saturday, April 08, 2006  

Saturday 8 April 2006

Happy Birthday Warda!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so, today's Warda's birthday. haha. clashed together with her Netball tournament and Sports Heat. poor lil' girl. LOL.

i was late! to meet Faizal under my block and i've got to do forfeit for him. ishk. tak baik seyyy.

so yeah, i've participated in 6 different events right;
100m
200m
400m
4x100m Inter-House
4x100m Inter-CCA
High Jump

i only had heats on 100m and 200m and final for High Jump. i didn't manage to run for 400m as i was totally sick.

went for the High Jump first. guess what? i've got 2nd!!!! wow. i couldn't believe myself. i never thought i could get in the top three or receiving any trophies or medals. i was just participating for the Aquila's sake. Gosh! am i that good? LOL.

for 100m and 200m, i've got 1st. getting in the top three doesn't matter. it's the best timing that matters most.

everyone said i lack alot, i ran very slow and all the negative comments; including the Sports Leaders when i past through the ending point. eh hello, isn't getting 1st is already good rather than getting 1st from the last? God, some people are just so pathetic.

they never knew that i've been tolerating with my pains and i was actually uncapable in doing any runnings at all this morning. i was just too sick. thanks to that bloody Acap for his stupid drugs. hmph.

something terrible happened when i started to relax after all these stupid sports events.
i was pouring and shooting water using my water tumbler at Zul(Sec1).
he avoided it.
and guess what?
the water accidentally splashed at a Netball teacher in front of him!
and it's all my fault!!!!!!
man, was i so guilty and felt so irresponsible.
i was thinking about running away.
i jumped up.
then, before i started to run out of the stadium, i turned around to see what happened next.
the Netball teacher had already stood up and was looking around for the mischievious one, which, indeed, is ME.
i knew, i couldn't run away from this.
it'll be so irresponsible of me if i'd run away, right?
so i just apologized to the Netball teacher continuously.
she didn't utter a word.
she went to the back of the gallery.
i followed her.
i apologized sincerely again.
she said, she didn't want to talk about it. (DUH, SHE'S MAD AT ME!!!)
i offered myself to helping her getting some Kleenex to wipe off the water on her overalls.
she said, nevermind and don't bother to.

oh fuck. i didn't know what to do next. i just sat down quietly behind Faizal. everybody's imitating me on how i apologized at the Netball teacher. oh Gosh, it's so embarassing!
man, i'm the Vice-Captain here and yet i could do stupid stuffs. stupid Suraya Hani! hmph.

i could hardly walk. i felt so empty in my tummy. i hadn't eaten anything since last night and i vomitted a few times this morning, and still, didn't manage to get a breakfast as i was already late.i've got no more energy or stamina or anything. i'll be pleased if someone would like to carry me all the way back home. (wells, i think Faizal is capable of doing that. haha.)

i went to hang out with the good company (Faizal and his Brader Lup friends) instead of hanging out with the bad company (you-know-who-they-are). it wasn't that bad afterall. stupid Aizat took stupid videos and pictures of us, which was actually pretty annoying. but still, it's totally ludicrous. LOL.

oh anyways, things are getting better and better between me and Faizal. that's great somehow. but.....

not with Asyiq.

yes, i'm totally paranoid with him okay! he had been neglecting me all this while and i felt like a stupid abandoned girlfriend.

so yes, Asyiq and me had broke up. finally. sighhh.

so now, i feel so free to do whatever i want to do. no one can force me from doing anything. it's better if you're single, right? hah, better understanding! =)


and because of that stupid conversation with him, Bro saw what i typed; "HEY, I DONT SMOKE ANYMORE". oh great! this is what he wanted all this while right. bloody.

to be frank, i have not touch the cigarattes for a month already, which means i've already quit smoking.
plus, i don't hang out with the bad company anymore. i avoid hanging out with them cos they'll just bring troubles. and nanti, tak pasal2 kene heret gi DM lagi. innocent sak aku!
even if i'd go lepak-ing, i would only lepak with the good company. and do you know what i do actually? wells, i study! i finish up my assignments and do revisions!
for goodness sake, can he just watch what he's typing actually?!?!
this made me feel so fuck up man. hehmph.

my whole body aches now. guess i shall need a good night sleep. take care monkeys.

we just don't have chemistry and faith in ourselves.

and-- long-distance relationship just doesn't really work for cinta monyets like us.


 

a lie i didn't have to tell 11:45 PM

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