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Saturday, July 15, 2006  

Saturday 15 July 2006


today, i proved everyone's wrong, especially my RC Ma'am.


yesterday early in the morning, Ma'am called me. she scolded me for not attending RC since school had begun and i missed alot of lessons on SFA. SFA is an acronym for Standard First Aid. i had the exam this morning at the RC HQ. she showed me a dirty look like she's trying to tell me that i would definitely fail this exam badly. whatever kays.


but i do have valid reasons why i didn't attend RC. i had to go to hospital several times and there were lotsa learning journeys/excursions that i had to go. she didn't believe me. she said i had an ATTITUDE PROBLEM. WTF!


i attended the last SFA lesson yesterday afternoon and went back home and sleep till this morning when Izyan called me. i didn't bother to study as i knew that i gonna fail for this exam. i only studied in the MRT on the way to Dhoby Ghaut from Woodlands.


and you know what? i PASSED the theory and practical and i can obtain the First Aid IC already. i really couldn't believe myself. well, i really thank God for His help.


those people/seniors who were so confident that they gonna pass, failed. many left the room with tears welling up in their eyes. i still remembered i hugged Ain. i really pity her. she failed only by a mark. but nvm, you guys can try again for the next re-test. i'm sure you guys can score better marks than me. *cheers*


after the exam, we went to Bugis Junction and Bugis Village. i bought this cute pink Mickey Mouse blouse at an unbelievable price! (ehem, not that i'm a cheapskate but it's a total bargain know!) we took lotsa pictures using my seniors mobile phones. what a missed, i totally had forgotten to bring my Canon Ixus 30 along!


and we planned to go to either Parkway Parade or Tampines Mall to meet the Singapore Idols there but i refused to go as i didn't have my darling Canon Ixus 30 with me. tiada gunanya kalau saya pergi ke sana, bukan?


at last, we went back to Woodlands and went to Woodlands Regional Library to plan for the Passing of Parade. i hope i can be the squad commander for Secondary Two RCY cadets for this year's POP. (i heard rumours that they are against me being squad commander. who cares? haiktui!)








i'm so... i'm so... i'm sooooo in love with ..............


yes! Nokia 6111. it's a darling, isn't it? very chic!












hmm well, i'm kind of a bit heartbroken now. i don't know why but my feelings for him had started to fade away already. bit by bit. i think we just don't have any chemistry. i should believe in faith. i simply don't understand why he always makes the attempt to hurt me and my feelings. i'm a very sensitive person but i'd prefer to keep it to myself. i don't care if i'm suffering from all these as long as i'm not being fucked around. i think, we should just forget about us and all we used to be. goodbye my lover....


i'll miss you, sayang.





Tiada pernah ku sangka
Begini akhirnya
Sebuah ikatan asmara
Yang bisa terlerai jua.

Aku tak bisa melawan hatiku
Kata-katamu sudah cukup menyeksakanku
Kau membunuh perasaanku
Kau kejam.

Aku menyintaimu
Tapi aku tak pasti
Jika kau menyintaiku juga
Hanya bisa yang ku gambarkan
Kau hanya bisa memainkan kata-kata.

Kenapa mesti ini terjadi
Setelah lama aku menyintaimu
Kenapa mesti kau meninggalkanku
Sedangkan ku tak bisa ditinggalkan...






aku tak bisa mengapaimu.


 

a lie i didn't have to tell 8:12 PM

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