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Saturday, December 23, 2006  

i've been controlling my emotions all this while, don't you know that?
i've been doing whatever you asked me to.
but why do you always have to take advantage on me?

it's just a tiny lil problem and yet you're making a big deal out of it.
you didn't want to talk to me anymore.
you're making me like as if i don't exist at all.

yeah right, you talk cock la.
have you ever grant every of my wishes?
no right?
so don't talk big la!

i didn't want to hurt you.
but you're just tooo much.

do you know that when i didn't get to see you the whole day either when i come home late from school or you have already gone out to work, i cry to myself?
do you know that i cry every night when i think of you?
do you know how much i love you?
do you know how much i miss you?
do you know that i never want to lose you in my life?

i feel really grateful to God that i have you in my life.
but why do you always have to hurt me?
why me?

if you hate me, tell me.
you don't have to insult me right!

who am i to you???

and do you know, i'm already at my lowest point and yet you're doing this to me?

damnnn. i'm fcukingly pissed off.



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i'm missing my Princess very much right now.
okay yes i know, i think he's not really my princess anymore.
but whatever.
i just can't be bothered anymore la.
i'm pasrah already okay.

happy now you morons out there???!

he left Singapore for Batam this morning for the soccer trip.
i hope he would enjoy himself to the max.
i hope he would take good care of himself too.

all the best Princess.
love you lots (though i know i am nothing to you anymore.)



anyways, yes i know, there's a class BBQ right now and i'm still sitting in front of the LCD screen typing all this scrapy shit.
i'm sorry i broke my promise.
i know i told everyone that i'm going but please, gimme a break can?

i'm feeling so sick inside.
i don't wish to talk about it.

and Valerie, don't worry i still remember about our promises.
actually i wanted to tell him during the class BBQ.
but damn, i'm not coming.
sorry.

but not to worry, there's always some other day right?
yes, i will tell him next year okay?
much much cheers! (=
love you lots Val!
<333



and haha, some well-known composers from KL came to my house this morning to ton for awhile.
one of them slept in MY room!
next to me! xD

hahahahha.
of coz NOT la you idiots!
later Princess cry la (i know he can't be bothered about this also).
haha okay whatever.
so random.





sooooo sickening la.
dammit!


 

a lie i didn't have to tell 4:53 PM

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